Die on a budget??

Well all know how expensive it can get. So for all your needs visit Ikea... They sell from home furnishings to a lovely casket. ... yea.

OUch..

A MUST!!!

G-SHOCK EU COLLECTION WINTER 2008










These are so sickkk!

My Jam...

9 To 5 Everyday...

Ok yo....
I wake up late every morning
Managers calling im still yawning
Get up wake up hair and makeups
Waiting for you don't be stalling
This performance is important
I don't think I can put my all in
Hold on I was drunk last night
Now its all kicking in and I don't feel right
Gave my number to a breh who wasn't my type
Now my phones on silent im being polite
Now private callers get no love from me
Just let me be...


Oh my gosh my days are getting longer
There's no turning back cuz im working da 9 to 5
To keep my contract did I say 9 I meant 1:30
Im no early birdy im lazy dats all dat I can say
So make sure you heard me
And deres no turning back cuz im working a 9 to 5

So you gotta...do...sum...ite... for...channel...u
Channel who sorry who im altered for snooze
Oh! Channel U da ones dat made me huge
Like Katie Prices boobs
Whoops Im being rude
Wheres my red bull and my sandwich I need food
I cant handle this
Im getting pissd like pampers throwing a tantrum
"Action"
Nah Id actually rather catch my z's and count sheep in my sleep
Lets not wake her up actually looks quite cute


Oh my Gosh my days are getting longer
And theres no turning back cos im working a 9 to 5
To keep my contract did I say dat I meant 1:30
Im no early birdy im lazy dats all dat I can say
So make sure you heard me
I aint no early birdy
Wont wake up till 12:30

I couldn't be bothered to say much ere
Sooooooooo oh dear
Huh where am I man...
This... aint good... whats going on?!

So my label have changed my image
Im a pink lipstick chik called dipstick
This aint on my wishlist
Oh shit Im in FHM posing in a bikini
Next to a Lamborghini
Next stop the theme tune for Tweenies
Im presenting C-beebies
[pukes] Have u seen me?
Never again, am I drinking lambrini
"Its alright Sov it's a dream... jus wake up!"

Oh my Gosh my days are getting longer
And theres no turning back cos im working da 9 to 5
To keep my contract did I say dat I meant 1:30
Im no early birdy im lazy I'll say it again
To make sure ya heard me
I aint no early birdy
Wont wake up to 12:30
And I cant be bothered to say much ere
So ill say it again

GOOD GIRL? or Not?

I was talking to one of my friends just and he made me realize I am GOOD GIRL.
Is that a bad thing? I dont know about you but when i think about a good girl turning in a bad girl reminds me of Rihanna (singer). Seems like guys like Bad GIRlS for a short period of time and will only settle to marry A GOOD GIRL. so where do i fall? I am your occasional drinker, the sister/mother of 3, partied quite a bit. I think that i have been more mother like ever since I started to watch over my bros, but i cant help it. Its just in me, I am a role model. I cant be drinking, smoking partying! or could i?

My friend recently told me to make a weekly goal to go out every weekend, just get out of the house, bar or club....this is a bit complicated. And i know some of you (friends) wish i was more free, less uptight. And for once I will Drink to that. I am only 21,Bring the shots of Patron right this way.

Rubi; Best NOVELA EVER....

Es una descarada Por ser la mas hermosa No tiene
casi nada Pero le gusta La vida cara Y ami me
gusta ella Y se cuanto me ama Se que
sueña conmigo Pero amanece en otra cama
El dinero le robo su corazón La mentira le
desarmaron el alma Y me duele su dolor Mucho mas
que su traición Yo nací para
quererla Aunque se vaya.

Mujer de nadie. Mujer de todos. Mujer que mata.
Mujer que duele. Mujer que entrega. Y te
arrebata. Mujer tan cara. Mujer ingrata. Se que no
me olvidarás aunque te vayas Y yo se que
no me olvidarás aunque te vayas En mi
cartera guardo Su foto desgatada Es mi mayor
fortuna Y mi desdicha la descarada Yo seguire mi
rumba El mundo no se acaba Esta vida es muy
corta Te cobra y te paga Y es que el dinero le
robo su corazón Las mentiras me desarmaron
el alma Y me duele su dolor Mucho mas que su
traición. Yo nací para quererla
aunque se vaya.

Mujer de nadie. Mujer de todos. Mujer que mata.
Mujer que duele. Mujer que entrega. Y te
arrebata. Mujer tan cara. Mujer ingrata. Se que no
me olvidarás aunque te vayas.

Mujer de nadie. Mujer de todos. Mujer que mata.
Mujer que duele. Mujer que entrega. Y te
arrebata. Mujer tan cara. Mujer ingrata. Se que
no me olvidarás aunque te vayas. Y yo se
que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas. Yo se
que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas. Yo se
que no me olvidarás aunque te vayas.

omaha NE

esma:Hello?
Dad: I need you to book your brother a Bus Trip to Omaha Ne...
Esma: speechless....
Dad: I'll send you the money if thats what your worried about.
Esma: for when?
Dad: This week...
Esma: Fri then.
Dad: uhmm no i was thinking sooner
Esma: ugh.... okay.
dad: What's wrong?
Esma:I just dont want him to leave, i know its just a mini vacation but i worry for my boy...
Dad: Its gonna be okay.
Esma: huh yeah.


I know i should be happy that my brother is going out to see my dad but I'm afraid im not. Im scared. My fears are taking over the best of me. I know i shouldnt but i guess Im just afraid. This is normal for me now. I tend to be very scared of little things. It just brings me back to my mom dilemma. This was no trip, this was me taking her to work . and wham... she's gone. I'm just afraid I'll never see my brother again. ... The fact that he is my friend and i will feel lonely tears my heart apart. I've never felt like this.My day is now filled with sadness and tears would roll down my cheeks but i am holding them in since I am currently at work ... I guess i could do is wish for the best... And know that god and my mom will watch over him on his trip. god Bless him...



love,
esma...

Hydrangea up...

What could be better? but my favorite flower... after staying upto 4 in the morning. yes, you guessed it! after a really bad argument... all is well now. I suppose.